In couple of hours day #16 starts. I've counted days from my last cumming. I've been off the CB a while, now and then, but not cheated and wanked off. What would be the point?
I have been teased quite well for this period. I've done some oral-service, tested some buttplugs (vibrating and inflatable was very nice), been licked and sucked.
Just a hour ago, my butt was licked, cock wanked and said I could cum if I wanted. I still said no. Eventhough I really really wanted to cum. What's with in this chastity?
I really like to have orgasms, but after chastity I've denied to cum eventhough I could have opportunity. I think one reason for this, for me now, is to see how long I really can deny from orgasm. (So long break for me must be ~20 years ago, time when I learned the wonderfull thing of masturbation).
It's obvious that I'm topping from bottom at the moment, I'm saying do I want to come, can I come, proposing new ways to exploit KH's very own slave. Some of ppl doesn't like the whole idea of topping from bottom, but when entering more closely in the bdsm scene, it's surely needed, and prob. the way it normally goes if either one hasn't been in these scenes before.
Hardest time of this 15 days period has been in days 8-9, that time I was somehow really excited, ready to cum at say. After that I have been adjusted on the situation, two weeks without cum was a big milestone for me, now just after 1 day past it, I'm already looking the milestone of 3 weeks / 21 days.
So, everything is going fine, I think that one reason for this easiness of lock-up time has been that, I always know I can end it now, I can cum if I ask. I've given some not liked "penalties" for myself which I have to do if I want to cum, but that's not the good enough. I think that I must persist my KH to take the lead in this thing and just give a strick rules, good teasing and just watch my suffering.
At this point I know I would be very unhappy, if KH just would say, you're not allowed to come before 2 more weeks, that's where I might be aiming, but if it's just told by some one other (and not just my decission), it would be very different thing. Same goes for that, if I could have ruined orgasm now, and wait a proper one for two more weeks.
So, we're living up and seeking new things in this journey.
5.11.2008
21.10.2008
Latest news:
I haven't posted a while, sorry for that. That doesn't mean that chastity has been forgotten. I've been in chastity whole this time, 5-9 days a time. Some vanilla time also during this time. Tease & Denial has been a little low, atleast at start, which caused some frustration for the overall situtation. That was not the purpose of this and after some talking we managed to bypass it and my KH now teases me / let me tease myself more.
Now to todays news, I ordered couple of days ago a Fun Factorys Share Double ended dildo for us, KH actually presented the idea of buying that dildo. I had talked about it for her earlier, but she wasn't noticed it, I quess. We have had some strap-on sessions earlier which have been very pleasant, but because KH:s low interest of subject, I did not order Share earlier.
Well, today it arrived and oh'boy it was an instant success. I had been only a couple of day in CB but teased very well through these days. We started carefully, she took me from behind, still being in CB (I told her that I don't need a release yet, just for her pleasure). She banged me a while, I felt that I was precumming on my legs and enjoyed every moment of it. She asked that we get the key and go in front of full size mirror and continued action in there after I was unlocked. I heard how she enjoyed the situation, really. Earlier she haven't had any pleasure for strap-on sex, but now I clearly heard that this time it was different. What an great feeling..
She teased me a while in front of mirror and finally she said that I can touch myself and cum if I want. I said that it's not a necesseary, but after she wanked me some more, while she took me with her Share dildo I was obviously giving up. Phew, what a cumming it was, wall was all covered of my cum and my legs we're shaking.
We talked afterwards and she had really enjoyed the Share dildo. She claimed that she almost came during our session. I was amazed but very delightful. Can't wait the next time.
Now to todays news, I ordered couple of days ago a Fun Factorys Share Double ended dildo for us, KH actually presented the idea of buying that dildo. I had talked about it for her earlier, but she wasn't noticed it, I quess. We have had some strap-on sessions earlier which have been very pleasant, but because KH:s low interest of subject, I did not order Share earlier.
Well, today it arrived and oh'boy it was an instant success. I had been only a couple of day in CB but teased very well through these days. We started carefully, she took me from behind, still being in CB (I told her that I don't need a release yet, just for her pleasure). She banged me a while, I felt that I was precumming on my legs and enjoyed every moment of it. She asked that we get the key and go in front of full size mirror and continued action in there after I was unlocked. I heard how she enjoyed the situation, really. Earlier she haven't had any pleasure for strap-on sex, but now I clearly heard that this time it was different. What an great feeling..
She teased me a while in front of mirror and finally she said that I can touch myself and cum if I want. I said that it's not a necesseary, but after she wanked me some more, while she took me with her Share dildo I was obviously giving up. Phew, what a cumming it was, wall was all covered of my cum and my legs we're shaking.
We talked afterwards and she had really enjoyed the Share dildo. She claimed that she almost came during our session. I was amazed but very delightful. Can't wait the next time.
15.9.2008
After a week, back in lockup:
Well, I've been released on last saturday and sunday. I know, I have been a lousy blogger, but there has been a real hussle lately. So, I was in the CB for a week, got teased now and then, so here's how it went:
After the first week, my impressions: The chastity time went quite smoothly, didn't expect it to go that easy. Maybe the small amount of teasing helped me so that I wouldn't be horny as hell all the time. Surely there was some hard times, atleast in the mornings ;) but overall, it went well.
I also think that it helped a lot, that I did not had to be in CB 24/7 (no, I did not cheat) as I kept it only in home and with my KH (except day #5, in office too, which actually caused first feelings of frustation by a day, without a special reason) there weren't a full time locked up feeling, and those erections which occured we're bypassed quite easily.
First couple of nights we're eventually quite nasty, never had so much difficulties for morning pee. I spent almost all the nights with CB on, I quess that besides daily 8h worktimes, I was all the time on it, and oh yes, I also cleaned CB daily.
Negative sides:
I had some swelling in my scrotum, in day 5 & 7. I'm not sure which caused this. Swelling went over after couple of hours without the belt, but indeed, caused some concern. My main quess is that the ring has a minor edge on the seaming, which rubbed the skin and irritated it. Though, with those two days, I hold the belt with my foreskin on (I earlier pulled it back), so not 100% sure yet. As many users say, maybe it's just because it'll take 1-2 months for the body to get ok with the belt.
Because of the swelling I've now changed the ring to the biggest size, and it partly seems to help the issue, but also has a downsides, tonight I got a nasty feeling, when one of my balls slipped over the ring, ouch. So I think that I'll get that little edge polished somehow, and hopefully that will do the trick and I can keep the more fitting ring on me.
So, I'm back in the belt and let's see how this goes again.
After the first week, my impressions: The chastity time went quite smoothly, didn't expect it to go that easy. Maybe the small amount of teasing helped me so that I wouldn't be horny as hell all the time. Surely there was some hard times, atleast in the mornings ;) but overall, it went well.
I also think that it helped a lot, that I did not had to be in CB 24/7 (no, I did not cheat) as I kept it only in home and with my KH (except day #5, in office too, which actually caused first feelings of frustation by a day, without a special reason) there weren't a full time locked up feeling, and those erections which occured we're bypassed quite easily.
First couple of nights we're eventually quite nasty, never had so much difficulties for morning pee. I spent almost all the nights with CB on, I quess that besides daily 8h worktimes, I was all the time on it, and oh yes, I also cleaned CB daily.
Negative sides:
I had some swelling in my scrotum, in day 5 & 7. I'm not sure which caused this. Swelling went over after couple of hours without the belt, but indeed, caused some concern. My main quess is that the ring has a minor edge on the seaming, which rubbed the skin and irritated it. Though, with those two days, I hold the belt with my foreskin on (I earlier pulled it back), so not 100% sure yet. As many users say, maybe it's just because it'll take 1-2 months for the body to get ok with the belt.
Because of the swelling I've now changed the ring to the biggest size, and it partly seems to help the issue, but also has a downsides, tonight I got a nasty feeling, when one of my balls slipped over the ring, ouch. So I think that I'll get that little edge polished somehow, and hopefully that will do the trick and I can keep the more fitting ring on me.
So, I'm back in the belt and let's see how this goes again.
8.9.2008
Day #4: Release, now back in Chastity.
Saturday was the 4th day and after a tease along the day in evening we had some sexual action. I first went down to her and gave her for a while some oral sex, still in CB and enjoyed every moment of it. I was very aroused and eventhough I felt 'bit discomfortable, it was great. She eventually wanted some hard stuff in Her, so I suggested if I would use the strap-on while locked up. She agreed and we had a very pleasant moment in there. I was even more aroused with CB blocking my erection during intercourse. I felt that I'm really serving my KH at the best I could. KH wanted the real thing after that, so I rolled the condom on me and started to serve Her.
I managed to prevent myself to cum, but so did She. In one point she insisted that I should cum, I asked couple of times if I should not and try to make me even more hornier on days coming, well after She once again insisted that she wanted me to cum, I gave up, I was too aroused, ready to blow up. I edged myself for a while and when She grabbed my ass and said come'on for me now, I came, slowly and long, shivers we're going up and down me whole time. Wow.
Well, what's the status now, I locked myself afterwards and yesterday went by as me locked up. In last evening we had some teasing, She wanted me up on Her, and rub my caged penis towards Her. Needless to say, I was teased.
Today I was on work without CB and in evening I shaved my parts again to ease the lock up. She's sleeping and I'm writing to you in CB and aroused.
I managed to prevent myself to cum, but so did She. In one point she insisted that I should cum, I asked couple of times if I should not and try to make me even more hornier on days coming, well after She once again insisted that she wanted me to cum, I gave up, I was too aroused, ready to blow up. I edged myself for a while and when She grabbed my ass and said come'on for me now, I came, slowly and long, shivers we're going up and down me whole time. Wow.
Well, what's the status now, I locked myself afterwards and yesterday went by as me locked up. In last evening we had some teasing, She wanted me up on Her, and rub my caged penis towards Her. Needless to say, I was teased.
Today I was on work without CB and in evening I shaved my parts again to ease the lock up. She's sleeping and I'm writing to you in CB and aroused.
5.9.2008
Day #3 Going ok
It's my third day in chastity now, or atleast third day from my last release. Yesterday and all the fun what I had with my KH was great, I was 'bit concerned how I would feel after lock up without cumming and how the upcoming night would go. It wen't fine and I sleeped pretty well. KH had to wake up earlier than I and she teased me a bit in morning, just by squeezing my ass and saying that she would give me some strap-on action later on today.
Well I was aroused of that, but I kept my things locked up until I left to work and placed the CB back on after coming home. Evening went well, did some cleaning and stuff in the house and tried to be a good 'slave' with my collar for Her. I do understand that she has a early wake up and after cleaning & some time with tv passed the time for fun.
The weekend's coming and I'm looking forward for it, the Journey so far has felt good for both of us, atleast on my part, I've opened up more with Her and that way I'm feeling more happy with myself. Let's see what's coming up.
Well I was aroused of that, but I kept my things locked up until I left to work and placed the CB back on after coming home. Evening went well, did some cleaning and stuff in the house and tried to be a good 'slave' with my collar for Her. I do understand that she has a early wake up and after cleaning & some time with tv passed the time for fun.
The weekend's coming and I'm looking forward for it, the Journey so far has felt good for both of us, atleast on my part, I've opened up more with Her and that way I'm feeling more happy with myself. Let's see what's coming up.
3.9.2008
Back in business:
I returned the broken CB6k to the shop where I bought it, they said it will take 1-3 months to get it back from the replacement. At first I thought that I can handle that time, but after two weeks, I wanted to get back in. The fun had just started and it felt that continuing it was too far away, so I bought another one from local dealer.
The new cb6k has been fine as was the earlier one, I placed it on me last night and had a pretty decent sleep, at daytime it was off, because of work but now it is back on me.
I did not tell forehand to my KH that I have a new belt coming on (affraid of Her opinnion with price) but I told it today and I think that she was pretty pleased that it's back. I also bought leather collar, which would show my submissiviness to her. She seemed to like the collar too and wore it tonight while we had sex.
Pleasant hour+, I told her that I don't want to come today, I want to tease myself and before I come I'll stop and after cooldown I'll get the belt on. I gave Her two orgasms during intercourse and felt good after that. Now I've been locked up three hours and I'm going to keep the belt on for upcoming night.
The new cb6k has been fine as was the earlier one, I placed it on me last night and had a pretty decent sleep, at daytime it was off, because of work but now it is back on me.
I did not tell forehand to my KH that I have a new belt coming on (affraid of Her opinnion with price) but I told it today and I think that she was pretty pleased that it's back. I also bought leather collar, which would show my submissiviness to her. She seemed to like the collar too and wore it tonight while we had sex.
Pleasant hour+, I told her that I don't want to come today, I want to tease myself and before I come I'll stop and after cooldown I'll get the belt on. I gave Her two orgasms during intercourse and felt good after that. Now I've been locked up three hours and I'm going to keep the belt on for upcoming night.
13.8.2008
Bad news:
Well, everything went fine, I had the cb-6000 on me all night, no troubles during the sleeping but in the morning it hit.
Little pinch and then some more, I took the device off and looked it more closer. I noticed that the seam under the cage was splitted. Not fully splitted though, but the way it had a small gap in there which got my skin hurt. After I tested it with some thin paper, I noticed that the split is someway open around the half of the cage.
This is just my luck, waited the arrival of device around a month and after ~40 hours of usage, it's no good. I've treated cb carefully, not thrown it around the walls, not used hammer or anything on that, but it's not usable anymore. I quess it's one of those "friday parts".
I've contacted the seller and now waiting the answer, how the replacement could be done. Luckily A.L Enterprises offer a year quarrantee for their products. Now I'll have to see how that works.
I already readed some cb6k splitting issues around the net, and it seems that it's not _so_ uncommon, eventhough it should be better nowdays what it was at first. Also noticed that someone suggested supergluing it, but I think that I'll wait and see how seller / manufacturer responds.
Pretty pissed off now, actually wondering do I really want that kind of risk near my private parts. Reason to choose cb6k was the design, compact size and lightness, didn't wan't a heavyweight thing there. Though now I'm wondering would it be better, atleast it would be more safe.
Luckily I did not get severe bruises and thank god I had the key with me. Well, now I'll be back in old fashioned self-denial for some time.
This indeed is a Journey.
Little pinch and then some more, I took the device off and looked it more closer. I noticed that the seam under the cage was splitted. Not fully splitted though, but the way it had a small gap in there which got my skin hurt. After I tested it with some thin paper, I noticed that the split is someway open around the half of the cage.
This is just my luck, waited the arrival of device around a month and after ~40 hours of usage, it's no good. I've treated cb carefully, not thrown it around the walls, not used hammer or anything on that, but it's not usable anymore. I quess it's one of those "friday parts".
I've contacted the seller and now waiting the answer, how the replacement could be done. Luckily A.L Enterprises offer a year quarrantee for their products. Now I'll have to see how that works.
I already readed some cb6k splitting issues around the net, and it seems that it's not _so_ uncommon, eventhough it should be better nowdays what it was at first. Also noticed that someone suggested supergluing it, but I think that I'll wait and see how seller / manufacturer responds.
Pretty pissed off now, actually wondering do I really want that kind of risk near my private parts. Reason to choose cb6k was the design, compact size and lightness, didn't wan't a heavyweight thing there. Though now I'm wondering would it be better, atleast it would be more safe.
Luckily I did not get severe bruises and thank god I had the key with me. Well, now I'll be back in old fashioned self-denial for some time.
This indeed is a Journey.
Locked up again
The day didn't went as I hoped. Got a few hours overtime in work and after that some sports while KH was doing some of her stuff. So my fitting time today has been only for three hours+. I think that I will try to get through night with the belt on.
I noticed today, that shaving your parts neart the cage causes problems at start, I've shaved earlier without irritation but now I have some soreness in my sacks. I think this is just because the hair is growing and it rubs the skin towards the belt.
Other way this hasn't give me too much problems, of course I have to push down skin on my balls so it won't get too tight. I'm quite positive that I'll be adjusted with this thing among time.
I noticed today, that shaving your parts neart the cage causes problems at start, I've shaved earlier without irritation but now I have some soreness in my sacks. I think this is just because the hair is growing and it rubs the skin towards the belt.
Other way this hasn't give me too much problems, of course I have to push down skin on my balls so it won't get too tight. I'm quite positive that I'll be adjusted with this thing among time.
12.8.2008
Released:
It has been a enlightning couple of days. I'm currently on the "fitting" phase, searching the best possible combination between rings and spacers. At first I started with largest ring and largest spacer (evening 1) it felt very difficult to get in on first try, after removing the ring and waiting a while and thinking anything non-sexual things, work etc. I managed to get in and lock it up. Well, first thing was of course hard on which was blocked by this 'nasty' device. Well, as I had hoped this thing, I had to get over it. After a while it went by and the feeling was quite comfortable.
Fitting like that with my equipment was a bit loose, got my first pull-out after 5 hours, so I decided to cut down the ring by 1 size and spacer to to smallest one. So I'm in ring 4 & spacer 1 atm. This has worked quite well past few days.
Also, I'm not wearing this 24/7, yet atleast, weekend went so that I removed the cage for night-time and replaced it again in morning, still 'bit fearing the morning awakes.
So, first time was around 6 hours that I kept it, second day around 8h and third 14h. Today was the monday, so the device wasn't on me before the evening, total 5h.
I've got two release during these few days, locking it self has been quite comfortable but there has been some difficult times. I'm now much more aware about the little fella down there, earlier some medioric hard on's has been passed without notice, but with cb6k those can't be unnoticed.
First release happened in saturday. After my KH wanted some sex and intercourse we ended in intimate session. That was great, we came in same time (rare thing though) because I was so excited. I hope now that I would have lasted longer, because she was wanting another big O. Luckily she understanded that I had in that point 4 day off masturbation and a 2 part time in cage and I was a bit eager to come.
Today was the another big day for me, after I came from work I cleaned the kitchen, washed the sink, stove etc... which I must admit that I've not done that very much earlier. ( I still doubt that she's not noticed that yet) After she came home from work, KH had a really hard day today, as I see, she wen't to shover and I prepared a foot bath for her in meantime. After that, I serverd her favourite drink to her and rubbed her feet. Lot's of cuddling and gentle touches, yes I was horny and I wanted release, eventhough if I would only be able to jerk-off by myself under her supervision.
This has not happened yet, under her eyes all by myself, but I'll quess that's going to change, if I'm right...
She let me to give some oral favours for a while and then we went to our bedroom, after some time of pleasuring myself in front of her She wanted me to stroke myself against here private parts and eventually get in. I was moaning for pleasure while I was touching myself, but the feeling when I got inside of her was something unbeliavable. I wouldn't never quess how horny the belt would make me. During our session, I was surely more open and louder too, moaned and whimpered just for the pure pleasure. I came and I came strongly.
After we got a breath a little, we talked, I told her that it felt to me like it had lasted 30 mins or more, but as I was told it was just 10-15 mins. What an impact on the senses, I'd say.
I'm waiting that I'll be locked up again tomorrow...
Fitting like that with my equipment was a bit loose, got my first pull-out after 5 hours, so I decided to cut down the ring by 1 size and spacer to to smallest one. So I'm in ring 4 & spacer 1 atm. This has worked quite well past few days.
Also, I'm not wearing this 24/7, yet atleast, weekend went so that I removed the cage for night-time and replaced it again in morning, still 'bit fearing the morning awakes.
So, first time was around 6 hours that I kept it, second day around 8h and third 14h. Today was the monday, so the device wasn't on me before the evening, total 5h.
I've got two release during these few days, locking it self has been quite comfortable but there has been some difficult times. I'm now much more aware about the little fella down there, earlier some medioric hard on's has been passed without notice, but with cb6k those can't be unnoticed.
First release happened in saturday. After my KH wanted some sex and intercourse we ended in intimate session. That was great, we came in same time (rare thing though) because I was so excited. I hope now that I would have lasted longer, because she was wanting another big O. Luckily she understanded that I had in that point 4 day off masturbation and a 2 part time in cage and I was a bit eager to come.
Today was the another big day for me, after I came from work I cleaned the kitchen, washed the sink, stove etc... which I must admit that I've not done that very much earlier. ( I still doubt that she's not noticed that yet) After she came home from work, KH had a really hard day today, as I see, she wen't to shover and I prepared a foot bath for her in meantime. After that, I serverd her favourite drink to her and rubbed her feet. Lot's of cuddling and gentle touches, yes I was horny and I wanted release, eventhough if I would only be able to jerk-off by myself under her supervision.
This has not happened yet, under her eyes all by myself, but I'll quess that's going to change, if I'm right...
She let me to give some oral favours for a while and then we went to our bedroom, after some time of pleasuring myself in front of her She wanted me to stroke myself against here private parts and eventually get in. I was moaning for pleasure while I was touching myself, but the feeling when I got inside of her was something unbeliavable. I wouldn't never quess how horny the belt would make me. During our session, I was surely more open and louder too, moaned and whimpered just for the pure pleasure. I came and I came strongly.
After we got a breath a little, we talked, I told her that it felt to me like it had lasted 30 mins or more, but as I was told it was just 10-15 mins. What an impact on the senses, I'd say.
I'm waiting that I'll be locked up again tomorrow...
9.8.2008
Beginning of the journey
Hello all, and welcome to my blog. This is a view in man's mind under chastity.
I've been interested of the whole chastity thing for a last couple of months, searched, readed about the whole issue and finally, I've got my very first chastity belt, CB-6000.
It was a bit strange feeling to notice that I'm interested about chastity, I'm very sexual and actually masturbated way too much. The Orgasms was a very much everyday things, as eating or drinking, if I was stressed, pissed, excited, what ever, I knew where I would get the help, for a moment atleast. This of course had the side effects. Orgasms was like really tasty cheeseburgers after you have eaten five before. So not much fun of that, surely those gave a relief and good feeling, but those was not a special ones.
I live in happy relationship, with my upcoming keyholder/Mistress which is luckily a very open minded person and figured out why I could ask things like this. We're not a hardcore couple, more like vanilla, eventhough we have our kinks. Turning her over for this idea was not a very difficult, just informing how much I have masturbated during our relationship, approx. once or twice a day. We have a great sex life, having sex few times a week, tried various things which turns us on etc...
So, that's the short briefing of my backgrounds and that's how I ended in this exciting position.
I've been interested of the whole chastity thing for a last couple of months, searched, readed about the whole issue and finally, I've got my very first chastity belt, CB-6000.
It was a bit strange feeling to notice that I'm interested about chastity, I'm very sexual and actually masturbated way too much. The Orgasms was a very much everyday things, as eating or drinking, if I was stressed, pissed, excited, what ever, I knew where I would get the help, for a moment atleast. This of course had the side effects. Orgasms was like really tasty cheeseburgers after you have eaten five before. So not much fun of that, surely those gave a relief and good feeling, but those was not a special ones.
I live in happy relationship, with my upcoming keyholder/Mistress which is luckily a very open minded person and figured out why I could ask things like this. We're not a hardcore couple, more like vanilla, eventhough we have our kinks. Turning her over for this idea was not a very difficult, just informing how much I have masturbated during our relationship, approx. once or twice a day. We have a great sex life, having sex few times a week, tried various things which turns us on etc...
So, that's the short briefing of my backgrounds and that's how I ended in this exciting position.
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